The Girl of My Dreams

I take quizes to see who could my next love be

But I dream of the same girl

The same girl in my dreams

What can I say?



I see her in the real world

But she can not see me

But sometimes I think that's good

Because she might be physically afraid of me



I dream of her since I saw her

That there maybe a chance

For me to fall in love again

And hopfully to grow old with her



The girl in my dreams

I dream that I'm holding her soft hands

And walk on the beach

And we grow older and older together as we continue to walk



But that's just a dream

Dreams can never come true anymore

The only thing I can do

Is hide myself but watch her beauty for it's hard not to look



I look around the empty space in my heart once more

Now just full of icicles and darkness

But my dream girl sleeps alone in

Just like me sleeping alone everyday now



I don't know what I should day

Either take the risk and let her be afraid of me

Or just keep it a secret

And only dream of her because that's the only love I can find now



My dark memories tattoo me

Like the sharp shards of glass

To the disorted water reflection of my ugly image

I'm too ugly and I hide my face from this thing we call "beauty"



I don't know what I should do

I'm not to sure about myself

Or even if I am in reality or still asleep

But the girl of my dreams is real to me



Her angelic face like beyond a celebirty

Her brown hair that I see glowing

And her quietness outside but a soft angelic song inside

The girl of my dreams is this



But if it could happen

I wouldn't care if she wore make up to impress me

Or the clothes she would wear to impress me

All I would care about is that she found me when no one else wouldn't



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